dum spiro spero:

"I can't go on, I'll go on." - Samuel Beckett

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Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Hey America you owe me money-
Walking faster

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When I give, it does not come with strings. I’m not keeping track of what you owe me. When I give, I choose to do so without ulterior motives. I give because I know what it’s like to be without. To long for and be ignored; to speak and not be heard; to care for and have nothing returned. When I give it’s because I know the value in what I have in my heart. And I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that, But when things start being taken for granted, When you no longer appreciate my sincerity, I won’t switch, I won’t get angry, and I won’t be spiteful. I’ll just get smart, and change your role in my life. Because when I give, I’m all in. But when I’m done, there’s no turning back.
Rob Hill (via have-perspective)

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The days beat on

Mayo Clinic accepted my case and will begin taking care of my health care beginning next Wednesday. I have another procedure that needs to be done, one many months overdue and causing a myriad of complications while I wait, but that should be done before the end of next month. My days are full of waiting, comics, diving, reading, writing, and developing a codependent relationship with Netflix. I’m on the path of being healthy enough to return to Columbia and NYC by next year; and at last, my 8 years of college will come to an end. I don’t know where I’ll be after that. I pray to stay in New York, because as much as my soul needed this year in Georgia heat and Florida springs, my heart belongs to the city.

And while I wait for everything to resolve, BREAKING BAD OMFG TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW.

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